TheAshenDirewolf

If were to open up commissions, would anyone be interested in traditional commissions like these? Not opened yet, just want to see if people would be interested if I did (Note: These would be Paypal commissions)

My grandma. So beautiful and fierce, didn't take shit from no one. A strong and powerful example of a woman. 11 kids she raised on her own, made my mom who she is today and for that I am thankful. I still remember when I was little and we would wrestle on the floor or when you would sneak me treats when you knew my mom wasn't looking. I remember the love and kindness you always showed me. I remember the toast you would make that we will forever know as "Grandma toast". Feisty until the end. I am proud to be your grandchild. I miss you so much, grandma. You were such a big part of my life, and will still be an example of success as I grow. May you travel to God's side swiftly and safely. Now you can be with Aunt Linda and Uncle Rick once again, without pain and with lots of laughter and love. 
I love you, Grandma. With all my heart.
You will always be...
My Grandma with the Brown Hair
Rest in Peace

Hey guys I know I haven't been talkative at all for a long while but I just have been going through an incredibly rough time lately. My health is somewhat deteriorating and so is my motivation to do anything. I have tendinitis in my left arm which really sucks and means I can't and shouldn't be doing much with it. Though at least it's not my drawing arm...I lost my Uncle last May to cancer, and my aunt in December to cancer as well...My grandma had been dealing with some health issues off and on this year and last year which has never happened before. She's always been so healthy up until this point. We found out she has cancer in her stomach three months ago. She now has a fractured back...And lung cancer...To top it off we have been trying to sell my house because my mom can't physically take it anymore.  She's been slowly getting worse as she has fibromiolgia meaning she is always in pain. Which also means she's been getting incredibly stressed and then taking that stress out on me...I understand that she's stressed and all...it's just hard to take it all the time. I've been laying in bed most days, not wanting to do anything at all and forgetting to eat sometimes even...I get barely any sleep and when I do I toss and turn. So please if I don't answer  or anything...please understand its not because I'm ignoring you...I want to answer you but I'm so emotionally and physically drained...I feel so tired...

Thank you...
SM

It's not New Year for me for a couple more hours but wanted to wish everyone a Happy New Year that is way better than the next! Seriously, 2017 better make up for the damage 2016 did to me :""D Else I'm doomed X""D ahhahahahha <3